I wanted to write those post for awhile. I love to read and study scripture but sometimes I don’t notice the lesser known women in the Bible. This is probably because they are most likely only mentioned once or twice in Scripture. When I was reading through the book of Acts I came across Tabitha. The one verse about her really stood out to me. “There was a believer in Joppa named Tabitha (which in Greek is Dorcas). She was always doing kind things for others and helping the poor.” – Acts 9:36. I could relate to her. It made me feel like God loved me for doing the little things. Now I want to read about the other lesser known women in Scripture.
Lois- She was the grandmother of Timothy. Her name means “agreeable” or “desirable”. In Timothy 1:5 she is recognized for her sincere faith. She lived in Lystra. The people in Lystra mainly worshiped the gods of Greece. However, she faithfully past down her faith to the next generation like she was supposed to do.
Eunice- This was the mother of Timothy. Eunice’s name means conquering well. It refers to having a good or happy victory. She also lived up to her name. She was victorious by raising a follower of Christ in an immoral society.
Abigail- She can be found in 1 Samuel 25. She was “an intelligent and beautiful woman”. She spoke with discretion. She was married to a wealthy but an unkind man named Nabal. Nabal was rude to David for no good reason. Abigail was brave because she had to go apologize for what Nabal did. God speared Abigail from Nabals wrath and she ended up marrying David.
Anna- She can be found in Luke 2:36–38. After her husband passed away Anna could of chose to remarry and have more children. However, she decided to remain single. She devoted all of her time sharing the gospel and she worshipped God with fasting a prayer.
Have you ever felt stuck? Have you ever looked at a passage or verse in the Bible and thought you or a pastor could of interpreted wrong? Have you ever felt your beliefs shift from one view to the other. Have you ever thought that somethings in the Bible might have certain answers? Have you ever thought it might not? If you ever rethought what you have been taught but still love Jesus this book is for you. If you have been wandering away this book is for you. If you are doubting your faith this book is for you. If you are strong in your faith this book is for you. So basically this is for EVERYONE. What I love about Sarah Bessey is that she walks with you through your questions, fears, and doubts. She is also a wonderful encourager.
I am going to write about my biblical baggage and how I am overcoming that.When I was “On fire” for Jesus I tended to read the Bible in a legalistic way. I never considered the context of the situation. The Bible was written for us who live in the 21st Century but not to us. I am learning to read the Bible in a whole new way but sometimes reading those passages or verses that I took so literally that caused me damage really still hurts. It is hard to look at them differently. However, I am slowly falling back in love with the Word of God.
I used to be a an avid reader of Proverbs 31. I loved the Proverbs 31 ministry. But recently I discovered from Orthodox Jews it was not a standard for women. Jewish men used it praise their wives. They called them women of valor. 1 Timothy 2:12 says “But I suffer not a woman to teach, nor to usurp authority over the man, but to be in silence.” 1 Corinthians 14:34 says “Let your women keep silence in the churches: for it is not permitted unto them”. I learned that this verses were most likely contextual. I also used to think that we all had to be like Mary and not Martha. Jesus Gently rebuked Martha. However, He didn’t like her any less. She is not condemned to hell. He even said what she was doing was good. Mary was doing what was better. But serving is actually a good thing especially back then.
I so desperately want to fall in love with God and how He is in the Old Testament. It always seems to violent for me. And a lot of the times all I see is violence. So I will talk with people who have already fallen in love with the Old Testament. The ones who know that the God of the Old Testament and the New Testament are the same.
I also used to not like that we had different denominations. My black and white faith was the cause of it. I so dearly wanted to cling to certain views of each Scripture. I thought there had to be certain way of doing everything. Now I see the beauty in Advent and Lent. I see the beauty of direct evangelical teaching. I see the beauty of immersion of adults and water sprinkling of babies in some churches. I cry in when we have baby dedications and see that the parents are longing to see their children grow up to be lovers of God.
Now don’t get me wrong there are certainly things in the Bible that are black and white. There are sins we aren’t allowed to commit although there is grace for that too. I certainly don’t justify unrepentant sin. But I do believe we are all a work in progress. I don’t believe people are going to be “fixed” immediately. One thing for sure is I know we don’t have God figured out. We never will. The Bible even says God is exalted beyond our knowledge (Job 36:26 ). That used to frustrate me when I wanted the black and white answers for everything. But now that I realize that God is to big to fully grasp. I think that is a beautiful mystery. I know when I read certain verses my thoughts about them and what they mean will change again. Instead of fearing that I will welcome it. There is one thing I know is true. Jesus walked this earth. He loved the unloveable. He carried are sins on the cross and He felt tremendous pain for us. I am very thankful for that.
P.S. I don’t dislike my old view that was Black and White view of the Bible because that is what drew me to the Bible. I wanted answers for living. I wanted answers for why I was created. I am certainly most thankful for my new way of looking at Scripture. Realizing not everything is black and white is good for me. This new view is what drew me back to Christ and to be honest it saved my faith.